solarangel's brain spew

The thoughts and feelings from someone living with long term depression

Tears and pain

Tears
Tears fall like drops of blood
Blood of life
Tears of life fall and drain away
Pain
Deep from within
Makes it hard to swallow, to breath
Why doesn’t he want me for a friend anymore?
Pain
So close once, yet now nothing?
Tears
Lost in thought, lost in emotion
Blood
I want to see it pore, see it ooze
Never cutting, just scratching
Till the relief comes from the sight of it oozing out.
The pain cuts inside, it twists and bends and squeezes
No way to let it out, get it out
Screaming inside
Rather a broken bone than this
Rather a cut, a graze, a burn
Anything but this sinking doom that’s eating up my insides
Anything

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